EDIT:
the song CARE can be found in my playlist =)
do listen to it! X)

i'm still addicted..addicted to you..how long has it been?
how long would it last?would it even stop?

dont you think too much..
it's just..

music

i'd be the happiest as long as there's anything with relevance to music..
a job like that would be good..
singing or whatever it might be..
which is not as likely to happen no matter how much i love it so..

face it..i cant cheat myself..
i know it in here..my dislikes n loves..
i should do something about it..
but it's not really like i can..
it's bad..real bad..
i hate school..wait till my parents hear about this

was listening to the songs happily till juz now..

the only time i'd feel anything..it's gotta be music..
i don understand a lot of japanese..
but somehow i can feel it in the music..it's overwhelming..
so i looked for the lyrics..it's a love song for sure..

care_akanishi jin
''At some stage every one of us
Brings along sadness and weakness
In the strength to step forward when we are weighed down
The same number of smiles as there were sad faces will be waiting''

he's lyrics are meaningful..
i guess his charming voice n all izznt juz for show =)

i'm in love with it..deeply in love..

i guess no matter how u try to please ppl or much more of yourself,
the same no. of ppl out there juz issnt convinced that u're trying hard enough..
*pif* do i even know what i'm saying? *weak smile*

n i guess i dont really know what's my point of this post..
haa..nightz ppl~ =)
i'm shutting my lappy..
may music bring peace in your slp~

*i'd always loved it when the songs start playing in my dreams..it's not creepy..i love it..i love that feeling so much..dont you? =) if i could choose, i'd rather be a piece of music *