sigh..

life sucks...i'm not a being belonging to this time..
i'm stuck in the wrong time..
save me someone..bring me back..
back to the time where schooling wouldnt matter
where it's called ANCIENT
where i can live like a normal civilian
where the society doesnt give a damn to rankings
where technology wouldnt develop

i'd survive.
for sure.
cos i'm dying now..

i'm positive that if u throw me into the whatever dynasty there is
i'd live well..well enough to believe in something called
NO RESTRICTIONS
a life as a normal girl with all the freedom in the world
i'd call u GOD if u can offer me that

so depressing..
what's life gonna be like after this..
can i not think?
can i not know?
can i not imagine?
can i? NO cos that's what i'm doing now

why is life like this..
every and any element can affect us
i don like it thou i prefer changes
but the changes aint helping
i'm not surviving well internally
i know it

i seem like something
yet i'm not
i think i want something
yet i dont

the depths of the black hole
unreached
untouched
UN

sigh..