humph..


















i practically spaced out after HUMPH-ing
speechless..

what can i say..
everything gets irritating after a while..
sweets..lollipops..gums..games..
what more?!
i wish you'll juz fuck off

*hear the BEEP coming from that hospital machine*


everything feels so routine..
like BMS =_=

wanting..getting used to it..
then trashing it as if it's not worth anything
*silence*
fine skip that wanting part X(



..i'm supposed to be tired..
but now that i'm irritated i feel hungry
but i don wanna eat
i'm bloated alr with all the steam n larva in my stomach
-stares in space-



i hope she doesnt really need to go overseas
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more silence from me ;(
it's NOT good..i'm talking 2 separate things
yizhen i'm finally listening to an english song..
other than the one junsu was singing in the previous post of mine..
i'm listening to the one playing on your blog duh~

i guess this really isnt 'ranting'
anyone wanna teach me how to rap instead?
like [pronounce this instd] 'wrap'

rap your head ah..
i prefer dance..why not next time then try rap k~
wrap me in your arms hai cha bu duo~
i want bao-bao~ *^*





more silence
i want to hug n snuggle
TT_TT


sometimes ppl need to fall down..perhaps get injured..
not in a sense whereby cos u'll learn how to climb up n start again..
but much more like
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so that it'll make u cry n blurt out everything in anger of not even being able to walk properly..
that u're stupidly clumsy with how things work in this world..
putting the stupid blame on your stupid legs getting weak at how much more worthless u'll be without them..
putting n pushing blame shamelessly n childishly to everyone else but yourself..
like how the stupid floor is uneven causing u to trip

face it..
i'll snap if i decide to tolerate that i only hav myself to blame when i've tried my best..
but all u do is give me that face
n i'm ''SO'' terribly sorry if i'd read it wrongly

but then again like heck should i care when u're the first one who wanna show me that face of yours..

there iznt a need for me to give a damn but thing is..


i nv wanted to stop being friends..
if u want to treat me that way, tell me..
draw a clean line..
cos apparently i cant trust anymore..

it's getting harder
it's making me hate what i'm doing..
lots of things have got me hating recently..

like how i hate lollipops..
disgustingly swt..maybe i lost my sweet tooth..yea right excuses
wateva~

don care alr..
don wanna complete my blogging
upset my stomach only..
let u smell the wrath of my fart man
i'm being irrationally irritating to myself too
childish carrot freak
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