i feel so deprived of jaejoong all of a sudden..
maybe from watching too many episodes of romance drama over the wkend
T_T
what's it gotta do with jae?
DUH cos he's like.... ''my ideal'' XD
n when watchin dramas, u will..u know~
*admire n imagines* rofl~

hoho..ideal until i cant take it..
i need to do smt nw..
maybe i should list the things that i found similar in him n myself..

ok wait.. i think i might come up with an essay if i go all crazee on him now..
=X WHO DOESNT KNOW?!!

anyway..
ah~ oh sho nice~
my eyes always glimmer when i see pretty boys X)
opps..that's a very bad habit of mine =X
but seriously.. come on~ PRETTY boys..
[liting told me pretty boys make her wanna put make up on them X|]
omj i so WONT do that!! okay..maybe eyeliner =P
eh yizhen, dont u agree?? XD
but for style, perhaps coloured contacts n their hair? ;D
hee..jae has no prob X) PASS!!

but pretty not juz in looks~
but like..i got smt like..u know~ muscle fetish =X PASS!!
hahahaha!! if u donno, now u know XD
[HAHAHAHAA i kept getting self conscious when i type ''u know'' LOL]
n then there's the proportion part =X
[aka model fetish(face n body..tall&fit..ahhh eye catching *-*) =X]
PASS!!
all that external out look.. whoohoo!! he has them~

thing is..
[hahaaa..maybe u've seen/heard me mention MANY MANY times..]
i total love it when i spot artists with juz my gut that is telling me
''AH! THIS ONE IS GOOD!!~''
AHAHHAAA~ or like my eyes somehow get attached to them..
n then slowly, when im into it..
the interviews, the talks, the whatever vids i watch,
they slowly reveal how they are like, what are their preferances n so on..
[hey im not a stalker k~ they're all provided the net XD]
n i realise oo~ im like that too! eh~ same!! n such..
ahhh~ so nice~
it's like when u're talking to someone n he/she goes..
''hey me too! yeayea~ it's like ----- right?? ahhaa~ ya!!me too!! ''
like u've found someone who knows what u're thinking..
something similar/familiar that u know what the other is trying to say..
it's juz so cool ;) totally..

it's like where the F can i really find a guy who i like??
sigh.. other that getting into flings or getting chased by some guy..
i rather want someone whom i know i like n ask him out instd x_x

im seriously an all or nothing girl =X
if i like u, i'm all into it..
if i don, u cant get anything from me even if u say we're ''tgt''

nyaaaaa! wtf man..
so piss-ful ARGH!!

beautiful hands(limbs)
i've been hooked on it since secondary sch..
it's not weird ok! i rmb cos my friend asked if there's anything i'd like about a guy..u know, sec sch..where all fandom starts for normal teen girls =_=
n i was like *thinks thinks thinks* ''AH HANDS!''
well..the rxn u get is like. huh -_-lll
but hey come on! i was innocent(*pukes) and playing instruments..
so i was thinking..pretty hands are good..
the view, the length, the proportion n the way fingers move..
[yea i definitely hav a thing for PROPORTION at that time too]
but then..slowly i started thinking..
DEFINITELY hands! n with even better reasons..

think about it..
thou getting with a guy is like trust, love n whatver blahs,
dont u think that hands are so damn important to look for?
[omj im getting into some romance talk =_=''ok keep it simple]
in a relationship, other than understanding each other,
u'll be holding hands first n foremost!
know what i mean? u have to survive with that pair of hands as long as ur relationship lasts..thou im not saying that u're gonna stare ard for nice hands before being bf n gf =_=lll
but yea..if im getting a bf, i definitely would look out for a nice pair hands ;D

ahhh jaejoongggg~ come let's hold hands..
hahahaaa!! his is the kind of stubbish fingers..lol cute
at least he has trimmed nails XD n his fingers move on a piano too X)
[ahh im starting to think if e whole of tvxq has nice hands X) but yea taiwanese actors hav got a few with nice hands too..ruan jing tian, joe cheng, mike, haa those that u normally see ard in idol dramas ]

ahhh that's the first thing i ever mentioned in my life about what i want my bf to have X) hopefully~
hahaaa..n i know im not the only one thinking that..
JAE TOO HOOO~ ahahaa
seeeee~ n duh of cos i only knew that similarity from interviews
DUH like i see him anywhere on this tropical island =_=

ee..see~ juz on hands alone it's alr like =_=llllllll
hahahaa..forget it..spd up..i wanna watch a lil more drama for today before slping..
ARGH i have work tmr TT_TT

n then from a recent interview,
he mentioned he hates the sun~ n normally prefers to go out at night
WATASHI MO!! me toooo!!
another similarity..haha who else hates the sun?
come join us! hAHHAa..hate-the-sun groupie XD
but yea im so nocturnal too ;D

WAHHHH making myself even more sad n lonely~
where am i? where is he?
nvm...fantasize yea~

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changmin: we're nt the main roles in the commercial, we're only making cameo appearances..
jaejoong: *turns back* huh really? no wonder the cameras are avoiding us
XD
jaejoongie~ how is it that when u're in a commercial that u do nt know u're not the main roles in it?? =X


ROFL~ i replayed their NGs like 3 times..LOL
so damn hilarious~ jaeeeeejooooong..HAHAa..
always picking on other's mistakes in interviews XD
lol..first uknow[what're u down to? LOL.. up! he said it like twice n deepened his voice the 2nd time somemore] then changmin[public enemy XD]
in the 3rd NG everyone's like calling for the car owner tgt ROFL
lollllllll..SJ, DJ-ing Mirotic..LOL..
n then dancing to SorrySorry, are they at a club?