arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh FUCK
it's getting more n more to me

grrrrrrr.....
irritating!

thou it's only for short time phases.
but STILL

that's the thing with me..
i can rmb how a person's tone in voice, attitude, gestures and movements are..
n even when on the phone, msn or sms, to me, it feels as thou the person is really talking to me..like playing in my head..with actions n attitude..
[observation, it's good only when u use it for fantasizing or dreaming or dancing, like key+_+]

i've nv gotten much trouble from it..
till recently.

THANKS. much
maybe i should stop observing?
haha-like i'll get to choose like that =_=lllll


so much bout talking bout IQ n EQ but seriously.
i don think that applies to yourself.
n i think you're juz reading to much about it.
n also, can u do some research before asking?
or at least check n ask on the topic when it's on the same date or smt?
not that i don wanna entertain your 'questions'
but seriously.. you need to process your qn like processed food before asking to me..esp when u're not crapping..n seriously asking me the qn =_=
i'd have preferred it if u were crapping....or maybe NOT


YIZHEN I LOVE YOU! for your crap that's meant to be crap!
-love, me


FOR FUCK'S SAKE_|_ *BEEEEEEEEEEEP*

i can click when i wanna.
but then when things get like that..
i end up thinking. i cant believe it..did we USED to click juz a few seconds ago?
well, not for a couple of minutes or so for NOW..

it gets ANNOYING
GAHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
one moment the topic is going smooth, the next moment, Shallow

pls la..
be more flexible to your thinking.
be more open to what others say.
be more sensible to how others reply.
dont ask for smt from others then says ITs NOT LIKE THAT.
then u fucking ask for what?! accept what i wanna say with an open mind..or else..i rather u dont share ur story with me.

then still tell me last time u cant click well
then u still presume they don click with you cos they think u what-what-what
that's cos! u don wanna listen to what others say
INFLEXIBLE!
yes. i agree that it's not every single time that u're like that.
but still, the times that u need to be flexible like when we're talking on NON sch stuff, u SHOULD be more RELAXED n go with the flow..
it's not as if u're talking to a book which says A is A, B is B..
i know that i cant possibly always be like loose-hanging..but still, at least i know when to be flexible..
i need to set a program in u with a remote that says
MIND = OPEN/ FLEXIBLE/ LOGIC

SERIOUSLY

u assume it's like that, n think that it MEANS like that.

i think i also need a function like that TV ad that censors out the words n sentences that will irritate me =_=

SERIOUSLY

i'm getting fired up easily recently
nope not transition..
juz getting onto my nerves =_=lllllll

no fire extinguisher can help..nor whatever fire blanket

i juz need to get away from facing u..keep silent..or dont comment..
or else..mmm my way thru..
someone should teach u the rules of observing ur environment..
like EVEN A RABBIT knows when it's gonna get shot down by a hunter..
u're gonna get shot down by my eyes one day if this goes on.

*-* PIIIIII LASER BEAM!

not that i'm gonna stop being friends or anything.
but i'm gonna stop SUCH occurrence as much as possible

T_T why am i so 'touchy' bout such stuff..
sometimes..i appreciate being MUNG [korean word.like the person's in her own world]
thinking with too much logic/sense makes me feel that im a picky person esp when i'm talking to ppl like that =_=
not juz picky...VERY PICKY
arghhhh i tend to pick at faults esp when the person was the one who says stuff like that to me first.
not that im saying that my logic/sense of living-in-this-world is always accurate...
but stillllllllllll argh

it makes me feel like a total bitch when you talk to me and i think:
''and you say you have EQ?''
''that comment was shallow''
''i cant believe it''
''ARGH stop talking. get out of my face''
''please, stop it.. /disappear''
''nanananana did u say anything?''
''argh there we go AGAIN''
'' ... *goes BLANK* ...''

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SIGH..
let's do a word count for this post:
745

=_= wow..if only my sip report was this flowy

with the rest of the random posts that i've posted this 2days,
i swear...my sip report would have been completed =_=lllll